So as I embrace my
singleness and free spirited newly reformed life, I decided to hop on my own
journey of many shade of black as I keenly decided to name this series of a
single woman love adventures. Well maybe I should start by introducing myself
my name is Mattie and I’m a Public Relations Professional that works for myself
at What Matters PR. Now 35 years old this is the first time I’ve ever been
single… well not attached to someone else as I like to call it. I walked out of
a 13 year marriage, 1 because we cheated, 2 because he had a child not with me,
and 3 because he wasn’t the one for me and we both knew it we were just scared
to leave each other after all we were middle school sweethearts who grow
together. Our families we like one, our friends were one in the same, I mean
every inch of our lives were intertwined in some shape or form. We were
extremely comfortable we owned property together, stocks, bonds, he was truly
my best friend, but we were more like best friends than husband and wife. Our
daily route was just that things we felt we should do simply because you
ought-to. None of us had the balls to live each other, what would our family
say, I mean we had other couples modeling their relationships of off our
“perfect” union. We communicated extremely well I could almost finish his
sentences. He was a beauty to the eyes, gorgeous 5ft 9 caramel greenish gray eyes
chiseled body, just perfect physically in every way. He was a heartthrob and we
were a beautiful couple. What can I say, there was still something missing. But
the world of dating wasn’t new to him or me since we’ve cheated on each other
the last 6 years of our marriage, I can say I’ve had my share of relationships
and I was truly not new to the man eat woman game of life. Except for the fact
that men never really mattered much to me because they were all temporary
fills, or simpler put they were for my enjoyment only, after all I was taken!
So, now that I’m
single I promised myself that I would not settle for less than what was perfect
for me. And the next time I get married if ever it will be for all the right
reasons. Dam it if I’m going to do it again I’m going to do it right.
Ok now back to the
world of Many Shade of Black a single woman dating adventure series…
uncensored… nonjudgmental… and simply just my life my opinions.
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