Thursday, June 23, 2011
Forever never......
I lost my life partner yesterday and the divorce was tragic…
I thought this was my forever, so I kind of banked my whole
life in it.
For those who knew me well, knew that I chose not to diversify
my earnings.
As if life hasn’t taught me that there is no sure thing.
I followed that movie in my head that said “you do it right,
it will be all right”,
I did it right and I lost my life savings.
We were more than just lovers, BF, we were best friends
forever.
We can fight like dogs, and then laugh at the dog at the
same time.
We weren’t perfect but what relationship is.
I can’t lie it’s like a bulldozer plowed my house up off the
ground…
While I was watching TV
I’m reaching for ground, but no ladder is that high to help
me down…
And the aftermath is that of a hopeless feeling for love…
I need a blanket and a lot of tissue…lol at this age I
thought I would be able to shake it off like Mariah,
I reached for my phone but had no one to call, I felt like a
baby,
You beat them, and then they come right back to you.
Where the hell are all my suitors… O yeah I did it right… I
would like to be the girl that said never again.
But, I won’t one bad apple won’t ruin the rest for me…
I thought the feeling was mutual and all would be well,
I even planned our wedding day down to the bells,
Well, where do I go from here… I guess I’ll start with the
obvious
New hair, new shoes, new attitude….
Lesson learned…Follow your instincts and slow love down to
your speed… never listen to their words… but follow their actions.
Monday, June 20, 2011
Today, thoughts, quotes, me
So, He likes it when I call him Daddy... Hey Daddy ;-)
It's my life I will live it as I please in my F*ing bubble...Thanks
Friday, June 17, 2011
Lupe Fiasco - Paris, Tokyo (video)
He said this song reminds him of me… and it made me smile, I
mean
I love the fact that he things…. About me, it makes me happy
when he shares how he feels… its romantic…you know.
And its so___________o melodic it takes me away. I feel like
we can really get lost in the tune of this song you know I love shit like this
for real,
It turned me on and I wish in that moment I could make his
every wish come through ecstasy dreams I, wanted to fulfill that very moment
his lips parted and said listen “this song always reminds me of you, because
you love to travel…
And I do… travel the world the roads the seas I hope one day
we can both see the beautiful coasts of Spain.
He makes me come when I see his arms they reach for me and I…
cum…
I wonder if he knows how he makes me feel, music is the key
to both our deepest fantasies it make us dream, sail away in the mystery of its
powers to make you, shape you, persuade you, feel you, tease you… I want to be
fussed with you in the land of the lost to this song I want to make you laugh,
you know that laugh the one you make after you grab my hair and stair into my
soul… your eyes asking me how did I know right before you smile…. Smiles, hugs,
kisses …
Jacob Latimore - Nothing On Me
New artist on the scene, I see another star... only fourteen and he got it!!!
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
10 Beauty Myths for Women
THE REAL DEAL: Scary, but true. A lack of movement, particularly when sitting with your legs crossed or standing for long periods of time can cause unsightly leg veins. "Leg veins must fight against gravity to pump blood back up to the heart," says Dr. Strachan. "When they become weak, the blood backs up, the veins bulge and become visible." While leg crossing may be a contributor, many other factors including genetics, age, pregnancy, obesity, and hormonal changes may also be culprits.
MYTH #2: Cocoa butter helps get rid of dark marks.
THE REAL DEAL: As much as many of us slather this stuff on, we should have clear and glowing skin by now. No wonder we don't: Cocoa butter does not get rid of dark marks. There is no science to support this myth. What it does do is soften skin, but be sure to avoid applying it to the face as the oils in it may clog pores and cause additional breakouts.
MYTH #3: Washing your face every night prevents breakouts.
THE REAL DEAL: For many, this is true. Regular face washing decreases the daily build up of oils that help to feed acne-causing bacteria. However, in other cases, genetics, hormones, and stress are the major contributors to acne breakouts. Nevertheless, daily washing helps clear buildup, so keep at it. Try adding an oil-free acne wash like Purpose Gentle Cleansing Wash ($6, Walgreens.com) to your routine.
THE REAL DEAL: Nope. "Unless you are rubbing greasy pizza on your face, there is no reason to believe that junk food or chocolate cause breakouts," says Dr. Jones. Be sure to know the difference between having a reaction to certain food and acne. If you break out every time you each chocolate or drink soda, you may be allergic, but it's not acne.
MYTH #5: Using foundation daily clogs your pores.
THE REAL DEAL: Clogged pores does cause acne, and if the foundation that you're using is not non-comedogenic, meaning it does not clog pores, it can lead to breakouts. If it doesn't say "non-comedogenic" on the label it cause acne flares, even if it says oil-free. Try: Shiseido Sheer Matifying Compact SPF 22 ($30, sephora.com)
THE REAL DEAL: This is a myth--nothing changes pore size. Using a washcloth won't tear at pores, but if you already have breakouts the abrasive texture can rupture blemishes and worsen hyperpigmentation. Also, washcloths harbor bacteria so unless you are using a clean one each time it can cause breakouts.
MYTH #7: Dabbing toothpaste on pimples will dry them out faster.
THE REAL DEAL: Yep, toothpaste (especially, the traditional white or opaque pastes) has drying properties, probably due to one of its ingredients, silica or alcohol. The drying agent works to clear red and inflamed bumps, but Dr. Strachan says that it will likely do nothing for a blackhead or whitehead. Also, "be careful with this treatment, as other ingredients in the toothpaste may irritate the skin," she says. If your skin is super-sensitive, try an all-natural toothpaste like Tom's of Maine ($4.99,drugstore.com).
THE REAL DEAL: While this sounds like a nice and natural way to ward off wrinkles, it's untrue. "Gravity is gravity, and no constant upsweeping motion with lotion will prevent sagging," says Dr. Jones. Good genes, not smoking and limiting sun exposure helps limit some sagging.
MYTH #9: Plucking one grey hair will cause two to grow in its place.
THE REAL DEAL: The cause of gray hair is the loss of melanin in the hair as part of the aging process - not plucking. However, Dr. Jones warns against plucking, as "it causes inflammation of the hair follicea, and subsequent hyperpigmentation," she says.
MYTH #10: Drinking tons of water will give you clear skin.
THE REAL DEAL: H2O has many great health benefits, but unfortunately clear skin isn't one of them. "Certainly, water is an important component of our overall health, but water alone, not even tons of it, will give you clear skin," says Dr. Jones.
THE REAL DEAL: "Eyes and eyelids are held in place by many muscles of the forehead and eye socket. An overly aggressive waxer would have to destroy these muscles for the eye to be pushed down," says Dr. Jones.
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How to make a woman cum
There is an old Chinese saying:
Man is fire, woman is water. The man's fire brings the woman's water to boiling.
Listen to your girlfriend; she says: "if the circumstances were right maybe it would be possible" . Women are not, as men are, immediately stimulated by sight. They need more time. They need the right atmosphere, some romance; sometimes candles and soft music can help.
To get her to desire you and want to have sex, you have to court her, so that she feels like an attractive woman, and not like a service provider. Men can often make up a quarrel by making love, but women need to feel that the relationship is good first, in order to feel desire.
"Why don't you want to make love with me?" is a question that kills all desire. Say instead: "You are so beautiful, I cannot resist you!"
If she is stressed and thinks of problems, sex will not work. She needs to get in the right mood. Be helpful and give her a lot of care and appreciation.
Making love is a slow process for a woman and may have to start many hours in advance, by fondness and attention from the man she loves.
Women need a much longer foreplay than men. Start by whispering sweet words in her ear and fondling her all over her body, but not in the genital area.
Be sensitive, all the time, to what she likes and what she wants to hear.
Do not fondle the genital area until she is ready (use lubricating gel, which you can buy in a drug store). You need to have patience. She may not get an orgasm until after 20 minutes or more. And sometimes it will not work, even if you do everything right. You need to love her anyway.
Most women will not achieve orgasm through an ordinary genital sexual intercourse. And men often are tired after their orgasm. Because of this, it may be best to ensure that the woman has an orgasm before the man. She will still be excited afterwards, and will enjoy his orgasm.
Women can enjoy sex even if they do not get an orgasm. They enjoy the nearness and intimacy, the fondling and the feeling of love and desire. A request from the man that she must have an orgasm can be a problem for the woman. In spite of this, you should try to learn to satisfy her. I know of women who have left their boyfriends when they have met a man who knows the right way.
Your girlfriend probably does not want to go to a gynecologist, because she feels that this is not the problem. One treatment for a dry vagina is lubricating gel. Do not tell her that she is lazy; instead try to understand her wishes and needs. Respect her, if she does not want to go to a gynecologist. To criticize her will kill all desire and she may resent this for a long time.
If you want something from her, ask her in a nice way, without criticism. Listen to what she says and try to understand her feelings and needs.
A woman who has never had an orgasm may be able to learn this by practice. Her chances of succeeding are higher if she has a partner who is responsive to her needs.
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Honesty
What’s the definition of honesty?
Is it saying what the other person wants to hear?
Is it saying what it is no matter what?
Is it keeping your mouth shut?
If someone told you do what you want, does that mean they’re
doing them???
If you where told I don’t care if you cheat on me is that a
clear indication that they’re probably doing it to you????
Sometimes we are faced with all these questions in a
relationship and though the answer seems clear it’s not its quit mine fucking
or is it????
We tend to do what our heart wants to do and unless your
mind gets turned to something else we can get a bit obsess with the B.S in our
lives.
Including me, can attest to being a victim to delusional
B.S. and now better than ever is the best time to clear that shit out!
First what’s the B.S, Identify what in your life is
causing/making you unhappy.
Second, confront the problem if it’s a person tell them
exactly how you feel, if its finances think of away to make it out… (example)
Third make those changes, and start living a life of
happiness.
Now, remember this is after you have self evaluated yourself
and you have identified exactly who you are, what you want, and where you want
to be.
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